The ghosts of my mind..

It has been in my dreams. Several times. I understand, it’s not real, its my dream, I wake up. And then go back to sleep, but it doesn't leave me. It continues as if I have just paused the video and now I am playing it again.

I am somewhere on the seashore. My two little sisters and I.. on the beach. They are too young, but I am the age, as I am today. Suddenly I feel something. Water has been drawn inside. And I am scared. I almost drag them, the two little kids are scared by my sudden actions, unaware of what’s happening. I run, holding their hands, I understand that I need to run faster, much faster. But my legs don't help me. I feel cramps in my thighs.. but I keep running. The little kids are unable to keep the speed, one of them falls down. I go back and help her to get up. And I look back. Some giant water body is following us. I don’t see what other people are doing. I can’t find my car. Too scared, I helplessly look around. We reach the car, I can somehow open it. I almost stuff my sisters inside the car. The water is almost close to us. I start the engine, my hands shaking badly. I drive like mad.. but water keeps following me.. it’s a never ending journey.. Its water everywhere.. I can hear voices, someone is screaming around. But people are calm. Can’t they see the water? And the road ahead is dry. I drive ferociously, as ferocious the wave is. I feel that the men I see around are the ghosts.

Sometimes, I just see the wave coming closer, as if wall of water moving in speed. A stream of great force.. It becomes giant mass as it reaches me. But it just keeps moving, doesn’t reach me. What is really happening? Is something really moving or it just wants to scare me? Tsunami continues in my dreams.

The ghosts of my mind. It doesn’t hurt me, it doesn’t hit me. That ghost just scares me. And the game continues...